Thursday, July 28, 2011

Would love a remote for life

You ever watch the Adam Sandler movie Click? Right now I'd love to have a remote control for life! If I had one, I'd hit fast forward just a little bit. While I enjoy every day with my little boy and wouldn't want to miss my time with him, I'd be happy to skip living in MIL's house, not having a job, etc... I want to have my own household again. I want to get back to where I was last year before I got pregnant. I had joined curves and was having a wonderful time trying to loose weight. I felt like I was taking back my life. I realize I could begin my weight loss journey now. I could walk with the baby or do exercises in the house. But staying here all day long makes me lazy. Worse it makes me bored and when I'm bored I eat! And MIL keeps bringing munchies in the house so I have a hard time saying no. Even our meals aren't really that healthy for loosing weight. So many calories and its so yummy! I think I'd just disappoint myself if I kept track of all the calories I eat in a day. I know I'm using up more calories because I'm breastfeeding, but since I don't do anything all day I can't be using up a lot anyway. I just want to get the show on the road already! I'm not a patient person. Perhaps I should do a meditation on patience!


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